Ok, so it's been 3 (4?) days since I've been to the gym and I've slipped a couple blogs too.....BAD CHRISTINA!!!
Anyway, I will not lose focus!!!! (yet)
I think I need to talk about something besides fitness (because that's where my mind has been). I'm in the early stages of a new relationship (there needs to be another word for it at this state....relationship feels too weird) I mean I guess it's not a relationship yet but I think it's headed there....I find myself saddened on a deep existential level when I catch myself thinking thoughts like 'yes we spend all this time together and seem to be having an awesome time....but he still hasn't updated his relationship status on Facebook....should I ask?'
On the other hand, neither have I and there's a ton of actual 'relationship' stuff I'm desperately avoiding at the moment so......I think I might officially be 15 years old.
I am smarter than this! Good lord, of all the measures of a relationship why on earth am I worried about that one??? Why am I so freakin hesitant to relax and enjoy myself before I see that stupid little heart icon pop up in my news feed? Because I'm 15....I am totally 15 years old....shit.
Still having a blast though....
Another date tomorrow :)
(and no, a mid-week date is not a sign he's not that into you when the guy doesn't work a Mon-Fri schedule) :-P
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